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Have you ever just felt like.. not existing anymore? I'm not really talking about suicide. But... I dunno. I can't feel anything except emptiness. I'm lonely but too stubborn to reach out and too closed off to accept new people into my life. I've disowned my mother, which basically means my whole family so... I can't go to them. I don't have any friends, like REAL friends, to go to... sure I have "friends" but I deny their existence and keep them at arms length. They're only online after all... idk. I dunno how to handle this

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YamiYAlexander4 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017  Student Writer
I hear ya. I would say you are your own best friend. Try some self care, encourage yourself that you are great, no one can replace you. You are special and the only one. Also try too find foods that will improve your mood, I would recommend chocolate. Maybe even a little makeshift spa deal, just have some you time.

There are many ways to commit suicide, but a lot of them hurt. In the end it just causes more problems for everyone no matter if you fail at dying or not. 
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Wolf-of-War Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
What about face timing/skyping online friends? R u still in touch with Keyframe and/or Goldenfox? Meet other friends in the flesh? Just suggestions I'm throwing out here . If distance is a problem then video chat can work. Stay strong!
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Octoboo Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I can understand how you feel despite the fact i have disowned my whole family except my mother.
there are things left i care about but they are more like unhealthy obsessions than.. interests.
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Tempest-Star Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I can't say I understand how you feel. I think the only advice I can really give is...do what you think is the right thing to do. If you feel you need help, seek it. If you want tie alone, take that time. Don't feel like you have to do anything, because you don't. Just let your feelings be your guide and hopefully they'll lead you on a path that makes you feel better. My best wishes to you.
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peanutzombiee Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
D: No don't think about suicide!!
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BuyolitsezMC Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm always thinking about it, but I never commit to it, don't worry.
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peanutzombiee Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Okay, if you say so...I know that feeling though except it is without suicide.
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